LETTER TO THE SKY PART 2

Sinking in questions
Disabled
Handicapped
Unable to free myself
Misfortuned mentality
Advertisity
Still sinking
Hitting rock bottom
Quick sand of struggle
Not even a word to pull me up
Must find inner strength
Refusing to give up
Power
Heartbeat
Blood pumping
Reach up
Finding myself
Rising
Standing on my own
Self encouragment
Truth
Traveling the path
Education
Bypassing the road blocks
Of ignorance
Heartbreaks
Depression
Crossing the bridge into womanhood
Mentality
No games
Failures no longer my enemy
Walking around past mistakes
Looking into my skies
Clouds full of dreams
Sun shining my success
Motivated to keep going
Flashback
Pause for reflection
I remember when I used to question my existence
Unable to makes sense of my reality
Envious of relations
Feelings and thoughts of rejection
Characterized
Personality dismissed
Welcomed outwardly
Lonely inside
Heartbreak
Realizing this is no longer
Keep moving forward
Expressing goodbyes
Chasing dreams
Meant for living
Speaking positivity into my enviroment
Mentality
Released
Presence on silent
silence
Time to speak with my ways
loudly
Rathen then my voice
Determination
No reflection needed
Just my ambitions
Dreams
Imagination
I wonder whats next for me?
Is my exisistence now needed?
Am I the product of my thinking?