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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

LETTER TO THE SKY PART 2

Sinking in questions
Disabled
Handicapped
Unable to free myself
Misfortuned mentality
Advertisity
Still sinking
Hitting rock bottom
Quick sand of struggle
Not even a word to pull me up
Must find inner strength
Refusing to give up
Power
Heartbeat
Blood pumping
Reach up
Finding myself
Rising
Standing on my own
Self encouragment
Truth
Traveling the path
Education
Bypassing the road blocks
Of ignorance
Heartbreaks
Depression
Crossing the bridge into womanhood
Mentality
No games
Failures no longer my enemy
Walking around past mistakes
Looking into my skies
Clouds full of dreams
Sun shining my success
Motivated to keep going
Flashback
Pause for reflection
I remember when I used to question my existence
Unable to makes sense of my reality
Envious of relations
Feelings and thoughts of rejection
Characterized
Personality dismissed
Welcomed outwardly
Lonely inside
Heartbreak
Realizing this is no longer
Keep moving forward
Expressing goodbyes
Chasing dreams
Meant for living
Speaking positivity into my enviroment
Mentality
Released
Presence on silent
silence
Time to speak with my ways
loudly
Rathen then my voice
Determination
No reflection needed
Just my ambitions
Dreams
Imagination
I wonder whats next for me?
Is my exisistence now needed?
Am I the product of my thinking?

Thursday, August 12, 2010

letter to the sky...part 1

Tired of running in circles
Dizzy
Empty
Soul full of voids
Sheltered
Cries
Moans
Trapped inside
Imprisoned
No freedom
My mind n soul stuck
Reviewing timelines
Emotions
Tears cried
Bloodshed
Sitting in this corner balled up
Shivering
Flashbacks haunt me
Boy X- taken my innocence
No choice
Snatched away
First setback
Not allowing trust to be conformed n given
Now I imprison myself
Rejections
Dissapointments
Failures
Seem to befriend me even at my highest time-depression
Reincarnated boy X comes again
Setback
Set
back
This time stealing my heart
Not strong enough to fight it
Accepted
Walk around
Lifeless
Unable to breathe LIFE
Setback
Traveling these roads looking for a way out
This world is so cold
The only heat I have is my hatred
Yes hate has took love place
Established residence
At war within myself
Not sure which side im fighting on
Do I even want to win?
Positionless
No stance
Just an empty soul
Void
No filler
Until
A seed is placed
Growing inside
Cultivating emotions
I never knew existed
Even turning a non- existent spiritual being
Present
Found myself praying like once before
Connections w the world
Finally
Some peace
Demons no longer winning
Heart beating loud
I’ziah the name of an angel
Gave love and it was returned
Before I even knew it
Time stood
Still
again
Setback
There was no more seed, no more heartbeat, no more love
Gone
Traveling this road once again determined to make it to the end
Demons catch me
Breakdown
No release
Stumbled on getting up
Fall again
Confused on my inability
To stand
No strength
I can only live what I know
Hurt
No pleasure
Is this my reason for existence
My dreams I refuse to let to die
How can I move on,
Im broken
Unable to repair
How can I see beauty
In all this pain?
Where’s the end of this road
How can I let go?
Where do I begin?

Sunday, August 8, 2010

poetry foreplay

Our lips touch sending electric jolts to our inner senses......Moans escaping my mouth as u explore this body with your fingertips.....This Man has the power to either FREE me keep me Captive with just one powerful stroke of his tongue!

soft kisses down my thighs causes my jewel to swell with excitement waiting for her turn to be touched and kissed....yet my mouth is feeling forgotten....longing to have the chance to dance with his king!

his head is now buried....tasting my love....i can't even breathe waves of pleasure is crashing throughout my body uncontrollably....This Man is taking me to ecstasy with every tongue stroke and lick.....Releasing what he wants so badly .....

I invite him up to share my essence with me.....switching places is now my turn to show my ultimate appreciation to my king! knowing that that appreciation intensifies every time we meet.....standing tall i smile because if only he knew how long i wanted this meeting with him.....kisses turn into a slow dance up and down slowly making sure to let him feel every stroke....

i cant leave out his guards they deserve affection as well.....as they enter the queens room they instantly fill with joy....but only the king can release them.....tongue kissin the king with such emotion he fills me up with everything in him....

(hidden head meets untold inspiration)


lips to head is wat u want
expectations of eruptions is not my only motivation
this journey began in the north
butterfly kisses escaped to mounds of ya lips
going down to the valleys of ya soul
ridin manic waves of sexual desires
now im down to the lovely south
tongue tied kisses
with "ur HIGHNESS"
he salutes wen i cum down
as if he ben waitiing for his princess to show her appreciation
gently we start this courtship
i kiss him he bounce back
surprised at the kiss i jus placed on his crown.....

untitled..

Lets have a conversation with the world, discover the secrets entrapped in the world’s mind. World lets speak about your most wanted desires for the people that keeps habitation within your arms. I am apart of the people who takes a single breathe for granted, world how can I express to my brothers and sisters that even though we look different we are all the same. SAME. Living to be loved, loving to live or are we?….do we really love living world. Senseless acts of claimed our children. A simple walk becomes a journey each and every day. Mother Nature talk to me please! Pour in me your wisdom....