Tired of running in circles
Dizzy
Empty
Soul full of voids
Sheltered
Cries
Moans
Trapped inside
Imprisoned
No freedom
My mind n soul stuck
Reviewing timelines
Emotions
Tears cried
Bloodshed
Sitting in this corner balled up
Shivering
Flashbacks haunt me
Boy X- taken my innocence
No choice
Snatched away
First setback
Not allowing trust to be conformed n given
Now I imprison myself
Rejections
Dissapointments
Failures
Seem to befriend me even at my highest time-depression
Reincarnated boy X comes again
Setback
Set
back
This time stealing my heart
Not strong enough to fight it
Accepted
Walk around
Lifeless
Unable to breathe LIFE
Setback
Traveling these roads looking for a way out
This world is so cold
The only heat I have is my hatred
Yes hate has took love place
Established residence
At war within myself
Not sure which side im fighting on
Do I even want to win?
Positionless
No stance
Just an empty soul
Void
No filler
Until
A seed is placed
Growing inside
Cultivating emotions
I never knew existed
Even turning a non- existent spiritual being
Present
Found myself praying like once before
Connections w the world
Finally
Some peace
Demons no longer winning
Heart beating loud
I’ziah the name of an angel
Gave love and it was returned
Before I even knew it
Time stood
Still
again
Setback
There was no more seed, no more heartbeat, no more love
Gone
Traveling this road once again determined to make it to the end
Demons catch me
Breakdown
No release
Stumbled on getting up
Fall again
Confused on my inability
To stand
No strength
I can only live what I know
Hurt
No pleasure
Is this my reason for existence
My dreams I refuse to let to die
How can I move on,
Im broken
Unable to repair
How can I see beauty
In all this pain?
Where’s the end of this road
How can I let go?
Where do I begin?
Dizzy
Empty
Soul full of voids
Sheltered
Cries
Moans
Trapped inside
Imprisoned
No freedom
My mind n soul stuck
Reviewing timelines
Emotions
Tears cried
Bloodshed
Sitting in this corner balled up
Shivering
Flashbacks haunt me
Boy X- taken my innocence
No choice
Snatched away
First setback
Not allowing trust to be conformed n given
Now I imprison myself
Rejections
Dissapointments
Failures
Seem to befriend me even at my highest time-depression
Reincarnated boy X comes again
Setback
Set
back
This time stealing my heart
Not strong enough to fight it
Accepted
Walk around
Lifeless
Unable to breathe LIFE
Setback
Traveling these roads looking for a way out
This world is so cold
The only heat I have is my hatred
Yes hate has took love place
Established residence
At war within myself
Not sure which side im fighting on
Do I even want to win?
Positionless
No stance
Just an empty soul
Void
No filler
Until
A seed is placed
Growing inside
Cultivating emotions
I never knew existed
Even turning a non- existent spiritual being
Present
Found myself praying like once before
Connections w the world
Finally
Some peace
Demons no longer winning
Heart beating loud
I’ziah the name of an angel
Gave love and it was returned
Before I even knew it
Time stood
Still
again
Setback
There was no more seed, no more heartbeat, no more love
Gone
Traveling this road once again determined to make it to the end
Demons catch me
Breakdown
No release
Stumbled on getting up
Fall again
Confused on my inability
To stand
No strength
I can only live what I know
Hurt
No pleasure
Is this my reason for existence
My dreams I refuse to let to die
How can I move on,
Im broken
Unable to repair
How can I see beauty
In all this pain?
Where’s the end of this road
How can I let go?
Where do I begin?
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