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Love painting visuals with wordplay....capturing the mind's eyes, invoking emotions from metaphors and analogies, creating an everlasting impression

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

STORM

YOU VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS
FOUR TIMES A WEEK
SPEAKING TO MY SUNRISE
KISSING MY SUNSET
CONSTANTLY FREAKING MY MENTALITY
DEDICATED TO MY PLEASURE
KISSING MY FEMININITY W PASSION
AROUSING ME WITH EVERY VISIT
CARVING YOUR WAY THROUGH MY CHOCOLATE FRAME
MOLDING ME INTO YOUR IMAGE
IVE BECOME YOUR MUSE
SEE YOU APPEAR IN MY DREAMS FOUR TIMES A WEEK
SATISFYING MY EVERY DESIRE
YOUR THE REASON WHY I CRAVE MY SLEEP
TO HAVE MY ANTICIPATION HELD AND KISSED
TO BE IN SYNC WITH MY VISITOR, MY ARTIST, MY PLEASER,
TO BE TAKEN WHERE NOBODY KNOWS ME AND YOU EXIST
EVERY NIGHT
I PREPARE FOR AROUSAL
EMBRACE THE ESSENCE
WELCOME ECSTASY AS IT SURROUNDS ME
YOU HAVE APPEARED IN MY DREAMS FOUR TIMES A WEEK
AND EACH TIME I'M STUCK, UNABLE TO COMPREHEND YOUR VOICE WHISPERS
TEMPORARILY CONFUSED FROM THE WAY YOU STEP INTO MY CONSCIOUS
TAKING ME FURTHER THEN WE HAVE GONE BEFORE
AND EACH TIME YOU LEAVE ME WITH GOOSEBUMPS ON MY DESIRES
SHIVERING IN MY FANTASIES
SPEECHLESS IN MY SOUL
EROTICALLY I GO PLACES WHERE NOBODY KNOWS..

Monday, December 20, 2010

FOUR LETTER WORD......-RAHEEM DEVUAGHN

I taste sweet melodies every time I kiss you
I yearn and toss and turn, every time I find myself missing you
Rain falls your sound is wet, don't feel as wet when ain't inside of you
Your skin is so a silhouette, at the stroke of my finger tips
Cause I hope your not the prototype, but the makings of the real deal
See it's been some time been some time since you came around
So I recognize just what I feel

It's that old four letter word that I feel you, when I touch you yeah
It's that old four letter word that I taste, when I kiss you yeah
It's that old four letter word that I recognize, so familiar yeah
It's that old four letter word Love love love love love love love

I feel sexy and confident, when I illuminate in your eyesight
I feel speechless and spellbound, so what's the use of even tryin' to put up the fight
I let down all my guards, you persuaded me when u did the same
I'm through it, played all my cards; I found a higher ground, a higher place
See it's been some time been some time, I know where u been, I been waitin on ya
But welcome back, I hope you're here to stay, here to stay
I always here about, sing about, even write about ya
Just know I had ya till ya slipped away

It's that old four letter word that I feel you, when I touch you yeah
It's that old four letter word that I taste, when I kiss you yeah
It's that old four letter word that I recognize, so familiar yeah
It's that old four letter word Love love love love love love love

This time this time this time this time
This time this time this time this time

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Letter to the sky part 3

Journey down this road yet again
Victory in sight
yet, defeat keeps riding past me
No Setback
Refused Defeats ride this time.
Looking for motivation
i stop for reflection
diluted connection
muted
silence
no voice, no words, no emotions.
empty, broken inside
striving to live
or
living to die
this roulette of my mental
shakens me
haunts me
pauses me
what is this feeling that i have no control over
no, no, no No, NO!
look up to the sky
sun smiling at me
speaking strentgh into my soul
brushing myself off,
wiping off fear
doubt still on my back
outrunning failure
and laughing at defeat
victory
who am i to be defeated?
for i am set apart
my dream wouldnt allow it
postivity
my ambitions requires it
motivation
my past enables it
progression
my futures resembles it
sucess
outran my hinderances
speaking final goodbyes
salutations
no need for emotional departures
negativity died along time ago
i look up the sky for where i am
is where im suppose to be forever
for the place im in now is my destiny
and i thank u for your clouds,
sun
and rain

my last letter to the sky

Saturday, December 4, 2010

TRANSPERENCY

I often wondered how it would to be Happy and be seen without prejudgement
How it would feel to not live behind an emotional wall, to truly accept love for what it is and not be scared

Is there anyway to solve a problem that's so deeply rooted i refuse to look at it.

Looking at these mirrors im disgusted by my soul and heart reflection the emotional person I've become Isnt what i want.

Each day i go thru go motions of being happy but deep down happiness DOESNT really exist in my lonely world.

The struggle between self worth and emotions constantly battling for space in my mind daily consumes me.

So often I've gave lectures and encouraged others to let the wall down and accept change to let the heart live and welcome love.... To banish hurt n rejection from its permanent place and to welcome joy and peace in its place.

Words I've spoken but have not listened to, easier said then done. It is hard to move forward without dealing w unresolved issues.

What is true happiness and how do we know it exist?

Is it a pre-conceived notion that somehow comes naturally when were born.

Who teaches us to intimately love another being that deserves it?

Where do i begin to unlock one hurt, deal with the pain temporarily and never have to live with it again?

This permanent insanity of my heart has me rethinking my steps from a broken heart and yet it hasn't gotten easier. .....