Raped!

Releasing these words from the ink of my heart
Progression ever so gently graces my mental
Relapsing memories
Tragically coming into my womanhood
I was victimized,
In the moment,minute, and for years to come.
I keep replaying memories
words unspoken
While actions speak loudly
I want to escape.
I am trying to...


My Imagination
I Imagine myself dancing upon stars
Joy on Points
Melodies
Everything becoming my being
Temporarily this was the world I lived in...
My world.


I was snatched
out of this fantasy
This trance
with a touch
A simple Touch
A Touch that seemed at one point so gentle and loving
Just a Touch.

Now violates physical essence
Dangerously invading the space of the mind
Mine
I thought my body was mine.
I claim it as mine,
belonging to me and only me
It's not for you, not to be shared
I am selfish!

Traveling through life unconsciously
I am Lost.
Losing my identity,
Slipping through life,
Unrecognized,
Voiceless,
no character,
person-less
X

X marks the spot
Bruises cover the spot
Sounds enhances the spot
Fear keeps this spot,
I remember.
Remember
Remember when I was me!

Me living freely!
Smiling freely,
dancing freely,
singing freely.
I wanted so badly to be Freed!

Escaping mentally
My Imagination
Imagining I am dancing upon stars
Joy on Point!
Melodies

I am becoming my being
Temporarily
this was the world
I lived
Before life died inside me.
Unison
Monochromatic
Procedural
Living

Until touch stole it all.